Work forever suck! 😧😞
03:39
Back to work after soo long ... but then again iam still feel just soo fuck up while iam still in this team . Technically i just dislike this team after whatever i've been through ... just can't even face all of them anymore .. but then again i had no choice but to endure for few more days to see whats the next outcome . Just can't wait for my short gateaway with buddy .. huhu! 1 day left weepy! 😂
I miss me 😔
03:20
I wonder why nowadays i just can't tolerate anymore nonsensical things whrby i use to be so "okay" kinda person even problem came , i do have that little patient to either overcome it even how bad it is ....but now i just don't even bothered a thing ... such a disgrace for myself .. i guess ...
Sometimes i wonder as i grow older i become more n more fuck up ? U just fuck ur life out ? Feeling such a messed right now n i wonder how the fuck am i supposed to even be okay? Kinda miss me thing 😟 How i use to be soo cheerfull n happy go lucky kinda of person ...i guess working in this industry , do plays apart whrby u can't even be yourself anymore ... maybe ur circle of working colleague working environment make me fuck up all day long ... i miss me n i miss my old life .... all i wanna do is runaway from everything n start a fresh .... i hate this kind of life ... everything just pissing me off ðŸ˜
miserable moment
10:44
How I treat u now ... is to make u realise, on how to appreciate thing n people ard you ... which u neglect it ... mistake after mistake n by saying sorry doesn't even make any different to me now cos its alr too late. Chance after chance n u didn't even change. Sometime every word n action always plays apart. N next time please watch ur mouth on what u wanna say ..maybe it was a joke to u but times after times I guess it was nonsense ... do u even fucking realise tt? I guess not ?! I feel soo bad treating u this way ... I wanna cry but tears just don't came out ... do u know why? Cos iam tired of crying..
. From what I know I didn't ask much from u... I just want to have someone to actually have some initiative to even plan something for both of us ! Not just same old fucking
Shit month by month...! Just dammit ! n please just don't even try to leave her alone just like tt .... at least do something!? Sigh~
Whatever it is I miss you :(
00:45
KINDA MISS HIM SO BADLY
BUT
NOTHING I CAN DO
SO
ALL I NEED TO DO NOW!
IS JUST STAY STRONG & FIGHT THIS FEELING .
HOW I WISH U CAN STILL FEEL LIKE THE WAY I DO NOW
00:20
iam Sorry
but i know iam not sorry...
how many times u forgive me but u nvr even forget abt it???
i know its hard to forget.. but if u wanna keeps all the grudges....
how the hell u wanna make things right??
when u just keeps bringing back all the mistake that i made in the past ..
do u know:
" when u forgive someone n u nvr forget , its like the same as
u forgive them but not in a sincerely manner..."
sometime i know iam in a wrong but yeah sometime I know iam not
but this time round
i just DON'T know where the hell i when wrong...
just bcos u type something i rply "haha" n u thot iam laughing? WHEN iam not!
its not that u knew me like 2 sec , 2 min OR EVEN hours
right?
u know i love to type that "haha" word even when iam not laughing but indeed u think i am..
&
there u go again u start to be fuck up with me ?
tell me is that my fault too??
Sometime
i am not being sarcastic with you. it just your mindset n thinks that iam sarcastic
but
dear friend actually iam noT!!!
i always trying my best not to hurt u in my verbal words
after all the incident that i made in the past .
but its ok lets just forget about it
But For now
all i can do just saying sorry for the last time aite
but i don't seek for your forgiveness
until u're seriously sincere to forgive me .
&
maybe its good
that i should be gone from ur life right now
so it will give u a little burden from ur problem aite
but dear friend
if u need me i will always be there for you okay
i maybe gone from your life
but
i will always remember u as my Goodfriend
like i said
if i die one day i wish i could be a casper.
maybe
what i type now u think is bullshit...
but
I HOPE
one day u will realize anything everything
until it when to nothinG ...
..
09:35
pass few day been joining sya suf sue wan
riding haha! join them lepak
thot of watching johnny eng but end up lepak from place to place
since suf driving n thats great
eat joke laugh
REALLY I DON'T THINK ABT ANYTHING
as my hp also dead like the owner
indeed so i don"t care much either but still struggerling
without a phone its hard for me to contact ppl
n sya really make me feel like pri sch kid call house
phone instead haha!
but oh wEll hidup mesti mahu old sch!
okay forget abt that.
hey kawan
AKU RINDU KAU TERAMAT AMAT SNGAT
:(
02:26
MCM GEGERL!
*boy_step cute tak habis habis*
its been a while
since
i met him, the last was my chalet that was 2 monthS ago..
well but its okay yet still i
had a great day wif him eventhough for a while,
he is just cute as ever
when i think back now if only i n u will still together time pass by so fast next month will be our 2 yrs in relationship but toobad we didn't last long but indeed i still happy as we still contactable
*eventhough we are far away but u still the one i miss n nobody else can replace you*
LOVELY cLiques
2nd Family
