00:45
KINDA MISS HIM SO BADLY
BUT
NOTHING I CAN DO
SO
ALL I NEED TO DO NOW!
IS JUST STAY STRONG & FIGHT THIS FEELING .
HOW I WISH U CAN STILL FEEL LIKE THE WAY I DO NOW
00:20
iam Sorry
but i know iam not sorry...
how many times u forgive me but u nvr even forget abt it???
i know its hard to forget.. but if u wanna keeps all the grudges....
how the hell u wanna make things right??
when u just keeps bringing back all the mistake that i made in the past ..
do u know:
" when u forgive someone n u nvr forget , its like the same as
u forgive them but not in a sincerely manner..."
sometime i know iam in a wrong but yeah sometime I know iam not
but this time round
i just DON'T know where the hell i when wrong...
just bcos u type something i rply "haha" n u thot iam laughing? WHEN iam not!
its not that u knew me like 2 sec , 2 min OR EVEN hours
right?
u know i love to type that "haha" word even when iam not laughing but indeed u think i am..
&
there u go again u start to be fuck up with me ?
tell me is that my fault too??
Sometime
i am not being sarcastic with you. it just your mindset n thinks that iam sarcastic
but
dear friend actually iam noT!!!
i always trying my best not to hurt u in my verbal words
after all the incident that i made in the past .
but its ok lets just forget about it
But For now
all i can do just saying sorry for the last time aite
but i don't seek for your forgiveness
until u're seriously sincere to forgive me .
&
maybe its good
that i should be gone from ur life right now
so it will give u a little burden from ur problem aite
but dear friend
if u need me i will always be there for you okay
i maybe gone from your life
but
i will always remember u as my Goodfriend
like i said
if i die one day i wish i could be a casper.
maybe
what i type now u think is bullshit...
but
I HOPE
one day u will realize anything everything
until it when to nothinG ...
..
09:35
pass few day been joining sya suf sue wan
riding haha! join them lepak
thot of watching johnny eng but end up lepak from place to place
since suf driving n thats great
eat joke laugh
REALLY I DON'T THINK ABT ANYTHING
as my hp also dead like the owner
indeed so i don"t care much either but still struggerling
without a phone its hard for me to contact ppl
n sya really make me feel like pri sch kid call house
phone instead haha!
but oh wEll hidup mesti mahu old sch!
okay forget abt that.
hey kawan
AKU RINDU KAU TERAMAT AMAT SNGAT
:(
02:26
MCM GEGERL!
*boy_step cute tak habis habis*
its been a while
since
i met him, the last was my chalet that was 2 monthS ago..
well but its okay yet still i
had a great day wif him eventhough for a while,
he is just cute as ever
when i think back now if only i n u will still together time pass by so fast next month will be our 2 yrs in relationship but toobad we didn't last long but indeed i still happy as we still contactable
*eventhough we are far away but u still the one i miss n nobody else can replace you*
01:12
i just don't know
what i want
what i need
what is good
what is bad
....
too much stuff in my brain makes me gonna go mad!!
02:24
I MISS YOU
LIKE SERIOUSLY
its been like 2 yrs alr & yet i still can"t get over you
HAIS...
okok i shall stop here .
02:05
FEELS SO freaking
TERRIBLE!
&
i dunnoe what to do already
1. FEEL SO BUNTU
2. FEEL SO USELESS
3. FEEL SO GUILTY
&
LASTLY I DUNNOE WHAT TO FEEL ALREADY!!
how i wish
my brain stop thinking about anything
my hearts stop beating
how i wish i dunnoe about that
LIKE SERIOUSLY
I been thinking abt that since the day i knew abt it
BUT
how to help like that
I just feel useless
if i can't help
n
I feel SO guilty when u guys troubling settle~ling those stuff
see~ing you SacRIFICE anything
listening TO you talking N say you are tired
i do feel you
but i just Dunnoe how to TOLONG....
*Tolong tgok aje aku boleh*
how like that?
*shake head shake head shake head*
SIGH..
*how i wish i could fly like a bird fly fly fly awaY N fly my problem away
but there still no other way
because i just born to be a human anyway
n
problem will always stay
only pray could make me ease my mind thats what dad say *
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