How I treat u now ... is to make u realise, on how to appreciate thing n people ard you ... which u neglect it ...  mistake after mistake n by saying sorry doesn't even make any different to me now cos its alr too late. Chance after chance n u didn't even change. Sometime every word n action always plays apart. N next time please watch ur mouth on what u wanna say ..maybe it was a joke to u but times after times I guess it was nonsense ... do u even fucking realise tt? I guess not ?! I feel soo bad treating u this way ... I wanna cry but tears just don't came out ... do u know why? Cos iam tired of crying..
. From what I know I didn't ask much from u... I just want to have someone to actually have some initiative to even plan something for both of us ! Not just same old fucking
Shit month by month...! Just dammit ! n please just don't even try to leave her alone just like tt .... at least do something!? Sigh~
 Whatever it is I miss you :(