Back to work after soo long ... but then again iam still feel just soo fuck up while iam still in this team . Technically i just dislike this team after whatever i've been through ... just can't even face all of them anymore .. but then again i had no choice but to endure for few more days to see whats the next outcome . Just can't wait for my short gateaway with buddy .. huhu! 1 day left weepy! 😂

I wonder why nowadays i just can't tolerate anymore nonsensical things whrby i use to be so "okay" kinda person even problem came , i do have that little patient to either overcome it even how bad it is ....but now i just don't even bothered a thing ... such a disgrace for myself .. i guess ...
Sometimes i wonder as i grow older i become more n more fuck up  ? U just fuck ur life out ? Feeling such a  messed right now n i wonder how the fuck am i supposed to even be okay? Kinda miss me thing 😟 How i use to be soo cheerfull n happy go lucky kinda of person ...i guess working in this industry , do plays apart whrby u can't even be yourself anymore ... maybe ur circle of working colleague working environment make me fuck up all day long ... i miss me n i miss my old life .... all i wanna do is runaway from everything n start a fresh .... i hate this kind of life ... everything just pissing me off 😭